In My Head

I miss you so much but it honestly doesn’t matter because it will never be the same again. I miss you as my friend, my rock, my shoulder to cry on. I just miss you being in my life. You have no idea how much I wanted to ask you what was wrong today, cause I know something was bothering you. But I chose not to because I don’t want you to get mad for me asking. But no matter what, I have your back. I told you I’m here for you until the end.

His pledge to her:I will kill the spiders. I will share my fries with you when you’ve finished all yours and are still hungry. I won’t ever pop my collar. I will never be rude to your tummy - when I hear it growl and gurgle I promise to bend down and reply respectfully. I will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza. I will kiss the paper cuts and the door-slammed finger and the counter-bumped hip. I’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments during movies. I will be the big spoon. I will let you win at wrestling. Sometimes. Other times I will not. I will go faster. Harder. I will pull when you want and tease you when you don’t. I will send you random texts and leave you silly gifts. Not always. Not on schedule. Just whenever I want to. Whenever I think you need one. Or seven. I will check your tire pressure and remind you to take your car in. I will hold your hand. I will love you. I will love you. I will love you.

charleski:

mylinhdt:

asteezzy:

Lets go on a old fashion date. Not the movies, not the mall, not some fancy restaurant. Lets go spend the day together at a park or beach. We could have a picnic laid out on a blanket along with our favorite foods instead of going to a fancy restaurant. After we’re done we can just go on a walk hand in hand and talk about whatever that’s on our minds, the things we like and don’t like, or things we’ve always wondered about. No make-out sessions, nothing like that, lets just get to know each other better than we already do. We could then go sit on the swings or play on the playground, have fun and be silly as though we were little kids again. Maybe after all of that we could go buy some ice cream, sit down and watch the sun set together. Nothing fancy, just the two of us and some quality time.
Picture: @charleski

Hey it’s Charles and Janine

Oh someone made a story of our day.. haha

Don’t fuck over a person that’s..

willing to listen to your problems

there for you 24/7

is down for anything

who helps you with your problems

who has your back

loyal

cheers you up when you’re down

willing to stay.

(Source: ohshitjay)

pierceseedeluxe:
will you follow me :D

Me: Yes :)

once again

We’re back to where we were. We’re back to being strangers, to not talking. To walking by each other at school and acting like we’ve never met. All because of what? Some girl and your pride. You think it’s okay for her to say she doesn’t like me when she’s never talked to me and has no reason to. But when I say I don’t like her because she’s taking you from me, you get mad. You said if I told her something that you’d never talk to me ever again. By saying that, you chose her over me. You barely met this girl and you’re opening up to her about us. If what you want is to talk to her and if your the one her heart is on reserve for then okay. Talk to her. If I’m holding you back from you two talking then I’ll take myself out of your life until I know my feelings for you are gone. I can’t keep pretending I’m okay with this girl knowing about your life when I don’t even know whats going on. The girl who you were with for 8 months, who is still here after all the wrong you did to me. If you really want to leave me for her then okay. But just remember who was the very first girl to show you a real relationship and real feelings. I think we just stress each other out too much because we let people come in between us. I’m done with that. If we ever do work toward being something more, honestly I’m not going to want you talking to her. Because I know she’ll cause issues with us. But I know you and I know you’ll still want her and me. I can’t do that. I’m not sharing your attention with another girl. Especially one who is trying to talk to you now that we’re broken up. To “help you through it” I’m telling you right now, bottom line. You can move on, do you, talk to girls even get in a relationship. If it doesn’t work out, I’ll still be here because true love doesn’t die in my eyes. I’m not saying I won’t talk to, flirt with, mess around with other guys cause chances are, I will. But as to completely get over you? Never that. To completely move on? No way. I meant it when I said, forever and a day. Even if we are never together again.. I’ll always love you. ❤

I think I made up my mind about this. I’m gonna let you decide what you want. As hard as this is gonna be, I’m not going to call you, text you, or talk to you at school. I’m gonna let you figure out what the hell you want. I’m gonna let you decide. You said you always wanted to take control, well here’s your chance. I won’t text unless you text me first. No matter how hard it is, I have to. And if you don’t text me at all, then I guess I’ll know where we stand. I’m gonna hope you see how much I want this but I’m letting you choose because I’ve been putting in all the effort and I can’t do it anymore. I need help from you too. I love you, so don’t ever doubt for a second that I don’t. But I’m tired of giving 100% and you doing nothing.